should i say that its exactly one month after my previous entry?
i think this is like umm, my monthly updates lorr. haha!
ok. let me tell something. this happened in the morning busy,hectic, smelly, zombie looking train that we took everyday.
and so. i was standing exactly near facing the door.
i think if the door opened suddenly, i would be getting an immediate exit straight down..dush! and so, thats not the main point. u know, i can merry the round and the go the merry but never straight to mary. (what sha?!)
anyways!
"next stop, khatib"
then this ugly-looking, tall, dirty-fingernailed with black,black spots, scruffy hair (like never bathe for days) china man boarding the train. despite me standing there, i really dont know how he managed to squeeze through lah eh.
then, he was standing beside me. somehow rather, he was bringing a big sling bag. and i think he wanted to move behind.
but he, being ugly-looking with dirty brain decided to put his bag behind him such that after a few tsk,tsk,tsk.
I was infront of him.
important rule, ladies. u either place ur handbag near ur chest area. or u fold ur arms so that some people dont take advantage of you unnecessary. sometimes, u might not know what goes thru and in their minds especially in the morning. nonsense. think what? in a club ah?
maybe this is my own thinking but i swear i dont feel comfortable. seriously.
i know the train is quite bumpy but somehow, he was standing very close behind me. and hello, i was like wearing my long dress. is that seductive to you? basket.
and so, i held my handbag by my arms and tried to push him behind by pushing my bag to the back. but i felt like he was budging. as if he was trying to push my bag away and stand even closer and uncomfortably i had to stand very close to a nurse leaning against the glass pane.
i wanted to like turn around and stared at him, put my arms in such a way that my elbow is potruding behind or just turned and say "can you like kindly move behind" idiot!
but i did not. i got uncomfortable,really. that im just thinking of how to make him move behind further more. and all this happened along khatib to yck.
eeeee.. i got yucky thinking about it. if he's some good looking office smelling good guy, i dont mind (eh, but anyways, these people dont do such things in the train)
but this worker looking china guy got the face to do.
baskettttt! eeeee..
thats why ladies, be careful. usually, this dying old looking man and those foreign workers tend to commit such things. im not trying to be subjective or judgmental about these group. but this is what i usually notice.
something nice today. its friday.
and i had a sweet companion in the train! :)

feelings of mine
9:37 AM