who says i need to see the fireworks to sense the blastness?
long title. but frankly, i dont know what im trying to say.
Kentals and our special guest of the day, you know.
Despite waiting and straining to witness the fireworks across.. the blastness and the brightness encircling me..can be felt. all due to the finally-decided-all-managed timeslots and schedule which eventually brings the 4 of us(inclusive of 1 known-guest) to where else but to the one end of S'pore, Vivo!
Can the Sembawang bus officials implement or start introducing bus that can conveniently brings Sembwg commuters to Vivocity? or maybe IMM?? perhaps, Tampines? should be.. anywhere lah.
Bus numbers to be issued? dont worry. can ask from my workplace. hehehe! how about 895 that goes to Vivo... 598 that goes to IMM... not bad. u see... not that difficult. just get 2 drivers for two shifts and just use Express way. confirm create revenue. ;) feeedbacckkss!! hehe
im not some complain queen ah. but im pretty princess. undeniable fact.
talking about 'brightness', that this particular lady in mid 40s who caught my attention.
"Eh,did you guys see that woman wearing shades eating?"
"I think the food's too bright for her" kekekek.. mean,mean sha. meaner,meaner to those who laugh along. hehe! somehow rather, this particular mina caught my attention. dont ask why i think she's a mina. one look and you'll know. and her bf is like holding on to the back of her pants. what the bleah. takut seluar jatuh agaknya. hehe!
im not gossiping.
but these people manage to stay in my mind. should feel honored you know.
went Banquet. walked around, buy nothing,see nothing. we end up looking,engrossed and talking with each other. so, went to some feeeling place outside (where this batam confused-ship can't seem to be able to park the ship and end up right infront of us. scary lah) hehe.
had fun with the girls. i really do enjoy myself tRRemEEoundously with them. (no -ed cause its always =) hope this bonding will stays on.
I just killed a hornet. and its like taking 10 mins before settling down.oh my..i feel so bad.
sorry Mr Hornet.
=)) pest-free environment is what we should strive for!
feelings of mine
6:00 PM
combat the sick-drome virus!!
WEeeEee.. im back. (much healthier internally in terms of my bowel movements too!) hehe!
have a few goody news..
1) Im recovering. or maybe i've recovered. just having slight coughs. but it should be fine. hope so! to those out there,please take care. take every precautions. these Mr and Mrs Virus are like everywhere. sometimes, i feel that this might be due to the overwhelming number of immigrants coming here. u dont know what kind of virus they brought with them along.. ooff! even other nationalities are getting better job than the locals.. (tsk,tsk,tsk)- thats not supposed to be part of the 'good' news thou. =)
2) IRAS called me!! AHHHHH!!OOOO!!!WEEEEEeeEEE!! like finally lah. hehe. they called me on Mon morning. (i was hoping that iras would call me during this week) and true enough..taaddaaa!!
"Hi, can i speak to Ms Shazanah?"
"Ya speaking..(stammering abit)"
"Hi, im (dont know what Mr_________ ) from HR Iras. Just to inform that you have been successful in the interview and we are offering this position to you"
*gasp*
-trying to remain composure, i continued by asking them about the salary and the employees' benefits. it was rather appealing and importantly, Motivating! hehe. in short, im getting the benefits that every civil servants would enjoy. anyway, i was offered a position of Tax Officer at Self Employed Dept. used to work under Salaried Employee previously during school attachment, but it wont be much of a diff.
"My colleague will be calling you to confirm the signing of appointment letter and to fix a suitable date on when you can come down to sign the appointment letter"
and taaddaa!! iras has accepted me. just like what i had wanted a few weeks back.
but irritating lah..
when you've found a job,other positions start pouring in. hope this will be a "change in blessing"
i know i might be actively changing jobs. but if whatever that you're doing just dont suits you, are u going to slog your entire life with that job? i dont think so. fundamentally, i have to love the nature of the job and should be able to adapt with the environment. then comes the comparison of salary and benefits wise.
Furthering my studies?
of course im concern and im looking into it.
but just want to take a break from all the pressures, papers, pens and the "mugs"
13 yrs of education..all the way beb! takleh tahan sungguh.
3) im just happy.
but the craze phenomena of poly life will be stigma in my life. hehe! its not something negative ok! but i just miisss school. travelling along YCK to AMK is enough to make me 'drool' and to have the thinking of "how i wish im still in school" (being late wont be much of a prob too.) hehe!
but school wont be as crazy without the company of crazy people whom were those 1st graders of craz-ers that i got to know. (you know yourself ;)
another unsurfaced blessing.
im turning in...to BED!
she will be on leave till Fri. atleast i can irritate her by typing Sim instead of SIM.
what the bleah?
sami yusuf.. my newfound admirer (SRK still stays on top of the chart OK!)
feelings of mine
4:50 PM
its been awhile
Heeeelllloooo All! (groggy,croaky,trying-to-scream voice)
hehehehe!
okok. its been ages. oh wells. the evil harmful particles seemed to be attacking me.
internally.
the past 4 days were not "fours" of my days that i look forward to in the future.
it had been quite awhile since Mr Fever, Ms Flu, Mdm Sorethroat and UNEXPECTEDLY, there was another visitor too.
Uncle Constipation decided to drop by and messed around with my digestive system.
hehhee! in short, the entire "evil" family decided to invade and challenged my poor little immune system. (am i telling a Powerpuff Girls story?) hehe
anyways. I was down with sorethroat which leads to flu then to fever on last thurs but i still went to work thinking that the usual ibuprofen will eased it down.
it got worst on Thurs night. the fever did subside after a few hours. after which, the entire ms shazanah's system will have that confused cold-heaty feeling.AGAIN and again.
this is result of not sitting at that Mr Toilet Bowl for more than 4 days. (i did pee thou) hehe!
was kinda weak for that period of time. i even ignore calls and smses. sorry seri. i knew u called me but i just couldnt bring myself to pick up and answer your call. felt kinda like 2 elephants just stepped on me for 3 secs. hehe!
went Doc and took MC on Friday. luckily, weekends were coming by.more rest day.
seriously people. drink lots of water. and papaya. and banana. do good to your digestive system. i think mine has rebelled tooo much. hehe!
i had antibiotics and i hope that will be sufficient to fight any other particles or foreign unidentified objects for the next 3 to 4 years. =)
as for now. im recovering. just slight coughs. and importantly, i think i have paid up all my "Sleeping-Debts".
hehe. just a few updates.
1) got a call from MOM for interview...rejected
2)received an email from CPF for interview...rejected
3)got a call from IRAS for interview...ACCEPTED!
4)received a letter from SPF for application as Management Support Officer...Pending(will be delivering soon)
i dont know if some of you have experienced such situations. as for my case, just when I've found and settle down quite nicely in a job, all these interviews start to pour in. EEeeeeEEee..
when I'm desperately looking for one, there was none. and now... (go with the flow,sha.if you dont like it, give it a blow!) hehhe!
my new-founded mantra. =))
that should be all. for now.
as for my previous entry, i thought the media would stop updating news about her.
shockingly, they did continued. even to the extent when the mum had to urge people to give time to her daughter and hopefully she'll returned to the right path.
i dont think i can do much than just commenting but i can only pray and hope that may God open her heart and mind and may she be led to the righteous path as blessed by Him. Amin.
Da KentotZZ Seri and Aiz.... THANK YOU for the well wishes.
i think my inbuilt speaker is booming at an acceptable audible rate...just for you guys. (Shikin seems to be... *PPOOOOFFF* hehehe!) and i think i should be able to talk as per my "normal" volume. with a touch of 'Rockers' accent. Yo Dudesss
hehe!
not forgetting to WenHui also. Thanks dear. about the previous Saturday's outing, no worries about that. there are other saturdayS too. ;)
khuda hafiz
feelings of mine
4:02 PM
sebab,motif atau alasan?
this entry will be referring to the main headline news at Berita Harian dated 01/04/2008, Tuesday.
this is with regards about the genius Mathematician student with the name of S who was enrolled in Oxford Uni when she was only 13 years old!!
the only setback is that.. her life has drifted apart from her family and things weren't what she had expected. news of the day : "clever student turns into a prostitute"
just like you and me, im sure such catchy headings will turn your head twice to read the details, don't you? i read on the what i called as, a life changing catastrophe that had struck her and i truly feel sorry and am sympathise with her fate.
before moving on further, purpose of this entry is Not to criticize media's efforts in highlighting such overseas news to us and I'm also not trying to be judgmental with the issues here as well, I dont think im in a suitable position to make a stand about such matters.
and so, anyways...
this will be in malay.
Sebagai seorang pembaca dan pelanggan yang setia, apakah sebab ataupun motif pihak berita untuk memaparkan berita seperti itu?
Adakah ia membawa pedoman atau memberi pengajaran kepada anak generasi muda kita?
jika Ya, di manakah ruang dalam akhbar yang menunjukkan komen2 dari para kounselor?
Walaupun berita tentang saudari S mahu disiarkan, kenapa berita tersebut dipampangkan sebesar-besar di halaman pertama suratkhabar tersebut?
Saya berasa kecewa akan di manakah sikap keprihatinan dan peri kemanusiaan masyarakat Melayu/Islam Singapura?
Walaupun dia seorang pelajar yang terkenal dengan kepintaran beliau, saya berpendapat bahawa setiap individu berhak dan diberi pilihan untuk menentu kehidupan perjalanan masing-masing.
seperti biasa, kita mengharapkan yang terbaik bagi setiap orang bagi mengharumkan nama masyarakat kita.
jadi, tidakkan saudari S berhak bagi menentukan kehidupan dia? hanya kerana beliau ditempatkan dengan pelajar yang terpandai, kita tidak boleh mengharapkan benda ataupun pencapaian yang tinggi untuk dia. dia dianugerahkan dengan otak yang cemerlang yang membolehkan dia masuk ke universiti nombor satu di dunia.
namun, adakah ini yang dia mahu? Saya cukup pasti bahawa dia ingin mengejar sebuah impian yang dia idamkan. seperti kita semua.
tapi,disebabkan dengan keadaan keluarga yang tak menentu, hidup saudari S bagai dilanda badai dan lama-kelamaan, beliau mudah dipesong dan sudah lari dari arah yang diredhai Tuhan. kita tetap manusia dan kita tidak boleh menuding jari kepada siapa2 pun. setiap perkara yang berlaku dalam hidup kita memang sudah tertulis and ditakdirkan.
untuk menambah lagi, saya masih hairan akan kenapakan berita ini disiarkan di dalam "Berita". tidakkah berita begin seharusnya seperti di dalam majalah ataupun di mukasurat yang terakhir?
jikalau mahu "menjual" berita, kita bukan syarikat yang sedang bersaing. berita harian dan berita minggu.ada lagi ke??
yang membuat saya tidak berasa puas hati ialah bahawa saudari S bukanlah warga Singapura( alert me if im wrong)
jadi,berita ini dibawah section "Berita Luar Negara"
daripada berita yang boleh menjatuhkan maruah seseorang, adalah lebih baik jika kita menyiarkan berita mengenai Formula One, The Flyer ataupun bermacam2 heheeh!
akan disambung.
Khuda Hafiz
feelings of mine
5:07 PM
