life is not about finding one.but creating one.

those random sleepless nights

OOOhhhh..makcik SERI.
i have not received any complaints so far for the use of my mini fonts.
perhaps u can adjust the fonts of your comp or
you can use your specs or
you can use a MAGNIFYING LENS!
wahahaha! jangan marah yee.
hehehe!

okok.i will enlarge it. leceh lah. nak kena change manually. hmpf!
was out to Tanjong Pagar with mum settling some errands at Makam Habib Noh
that place scarrryy lah. so "ghostown"yyyy.
then to Malaysia Railway Station which is at Keppel Road.
they have excellent humungous satisfying looking Roti John. YUmmmy DDOOoooddlez.
with an exploded dosage of mayo oii!
hehe. looking at my description for food, i feel like im literally describing a warplace. hehe!

on sat.
went to teach Aiz's Cousin, Khairul aka Arul, this quiet reserved P3 kid.
i like soo have to talk to him. say one word,he replied one.
say ten words,he replied one.
aiayayaaya.. i think he must be enrolled in Ms Zanah's PHONICS AND SPEECH class.
connnfiirrrmm boleh berbual. macam cikgu zanah juga. hehheh!

after which.
went to Airporrt.
met my fren aka "misai: =))
hehe! dinnering at Secret's Recipe. makan sakan oii.. so not ladylike of me.
who cares. if u want to eat, go ahead. sometimes, u have got to listen to your "inner" self tooo
hahaa! had the "Catch of the Day with Lobster Sauce"
ratings = 6.5/10
presentation was ok but the taste of the sauce is abit bland.
the lobster sense can only be tasted after u swallow the sauce. (huh?)
nevermindlah. go and try.
maybe it will taste better at other outlets but the "murderer" always comes last.
OREO CHEESE CAKE
yummmy doooodlez! sedddaaapp ooiiitt!
i so like lah. if only i have an external container like external hard disks to save all my "new" files in..If only.
no link? maybe lah. kentot,kentot. prrrooottt!
hehee!
the surprise is that i met...Ms Lilian Ho, my NYP ex lecturer.
oh my. she was with her triplets. and the husband. so motherly.
and she looked different with that striking red dress. but she still looks stunning. =)
the next surprise.
i've got a nice, readful present.. a storybook from Harris worth $17. fooyooo..
"i thought u have a collection of the books from that author (some Paulo)?"
-silence-
"wait,wait..take the behind,behind one. the book look more nicer"
hehe!
"nah"
"eh, you think my bag what ah? safekeeping locker eh?"
-silence-
"thats for your lifetime safekeeping. im giving u this book"
DUSH,DISK,sooo DISHY of me...
hehe
*paiseh oi*
after which..

it was family gathering. meeting my lovely cozzies,Raudha and Yazmeen.
supper at Mcd Reservoir road.
thats it. and im noddding infront of this monitor.
ZzzZzzZZzzzzz WAIT!

these are pics taken during the outing with Halimah and Hafiizah

"mah! pls take note of the code okokkok!"
"yelah,yelah.."
weeeeEEeeE!"
there's this dress cost $129 thats yummylicious prettyyy..
=)

that satifsying look after the devour of Haagen Dazs ice cream

"AH! random,random"
;) hehe!

i just love to take pictures of laughters and smiles.
maybe, thats the only feeling that can't be questioned?
smile people =)) (with an extra chin) hehehe!

Khuda Hafiz

feelings of mine
5:38 PM

my new baby PC

WeeEEeEE!

i have a new member of the 'device' family in the house which is
*drum roll and tadadadadadtaaattdaddadatttaadad*

I have a new comprehensive,sleek and handsome looking computer.
hehe. got it under subsidised by AMP organization and Neu PC Plus Programme.
Thanks to all thats involved in assisting my family and me. =)
i had this nick in my msn and someone pm me.

"Eh,whats a Baby PC? is it something like a new innovation from Microsoft?"
Dushk, DOUBLE dush and TRIPLE dishhkk!!
"Umm..thats what i called my new pc as.. BABY PC. hehehhhehehe"
"oh ok. I thought it was some new creation like the tablet PC."
Hehhehhhe. kaklar seh.
baby pc?
Microsoft. take note of it.
PC for babies?
NO WAY! tooo harmful. (tsk,tsk,tsk)

just as an extra update. i will confirm plus "chop" be working at Starhub, Cuppage Road as a sales administrator.
have signed the appointment letter on Wed and went for the pre-employment check up at Tanjong Pagar with mummy on Thurs. went through the entire procedure for the medical check up in less than 40 mins. best ah! hehe!
well, they wanted me to report work on Friday but, I would much prefer if my first day is on Monday instead. and this is a 5 day work week of office hours.
Alhamdulilah.

went out with Halimah and Hafiizah on Thurs which is like a few hours ago.
hehe! had fun catching up with each other's life stories and happenings within our secondary school mates whom some of them just dont want and will never move on with their life.
what a pity.
hope they'll see through something somehow rather.
im kinda of feeling beaten up. hehe.
where else would we go if not for that someone over-devoted-store,Esprit.
its your off day mah..
kau tak boring ke pergi kedai company kau?
taklah. best. (while folding and hanging the messy clothes back)
some people are just overly attached with their jobs.
hehheheh!

pics will be up soon.
in the meantime. one of my favourite song from Sami Yusuf.
My Ummah (UmatKu)
enjoy.

feelings of mine
6:38 PM

"knuckle down"

hmm.. how and what shall i start with?

OK! I've got a job. alhamdulilah,alhamdulilah
with a quite well known telecommunication company, Starhub (like duh!)
hehe!

for the position of relationship manager.
i wish..

its just Sales Coordinator BUT im not doing sales. phew!

and below..are the brief details of my job scope.

-To provide sales administrative support to the sales teams
-Maintaining close communication with customers on order processing, management and fulfillment
-Attend to cust requirements, complaints and feedbacks in the most efficient and service-oriented way. (my favorit u..)
-Liaise with Customer Services, Finance and other product business units to ensure services are provided in a timely manner.

my office will be at Cuppage Rd and my working hours are perfectly ideal. =)

but something made me think twice.
its a contractual based job for one year.
and working in a contract gives limitation to u as an employee of that organization. (do i see this somewhere in my HRM module?)
hehe!
my annual leave.medical leave is fine.
and Wed which is like Today, will be the signing of my appointment letter.

*lets rewind and wind a litttlee*
as usual, i was sending out resumes in a MASSly basis. hehe. and i happened to surf Starhub's website and there goes my mouse click 'Careers with Starhub'
and most of the job either needs you to have a degree and bloody years of experience OR you just need a standard O level qualifications. so..either i will fall into being the under qualified or Over Qualified. hehe!
then,i came upon that position but knowing its a one yr contract, "why not give it a try?" pros and cons do exist but it all depends on how i view the entire job. atleast this can be a stepping stone for me to gather experiences which hopefully would be sufficient for me to get a better paying job. =))

i was called for interview on Tues at 5.30pm. but due to unforeseen circumstances, i was held up. (grins) and after filling up the norms, i was brought to the interview room and there are 2 interviewers. one of which is the HR lady who called and another one is a ...sigh... a guy. indiany looking with transition lens and those perfect eyes. hehe! and wearing some suit from G2000 or something like that lar..
*hindi song in the background*

reality check!

the interview finished about 6.30pm and when i was asked to describe my personality, i blurted "Cheerful, Bubbly,..." and the guy said"Ya,we can see that" and that smile. ;)
and i did mention something about "Maintaining a 2 way dialogue sessions with our customers??" macam real je.
hehehe!
other dorts of questions include on my past experiences in handling cust from IRAS and ways to handle the different types of customers.
this job requires me to do intensive emailings to customers. high end customers. =))
*keching,keching*
so..they asked quite alot of customer retention and stuffs.ooof! so CRM. hehe!

it went very well i would say and stepping out of that building occurs to me that i can sense positive electrons and useful energy atoms evolving around me. i've never felt relaxed or at calm at any interview and i can even giggle during the interview. dushk!

i'll be going to Starhub building to ask much more HR related queries at 2pm. all thanks to sister's tips. hehe!
and I've forgotten to inform my secondary buddies about the change of jobs.
and this was quite a random meet up done at Starbucks, Civics Centre at Woodlands and stopover at the ladies and to Charles & Keith.

presenting Halimah, Hafiizah and Shazanah. =)

and i "invested" in something. pretty,pretty design =))

khuda hafiz

feelings of mine
6:10 PM

catch the full details...
soon.

Real Soon. =)

Khuda Hafiz

feelings of mine
7:14 PM

Continuing to the Conquest to meet ShahRukh =)

somehow rather..
the Airport photos(earlier entry?scroll,scroll down!)
are not posted fully though.

thats Mak Bedah and Mak....Lawa SHA!! wahahaha.

I'm SOOooOOO meeting someone. but the time.. its just not right dear.
just see who's there,Aiz.she feeeling,feeling u are her husband. Pui!! (kekekeee)

maintained face...Shikin aka Mak JOYAH
worst-maintained face...I'll go with the votes.(readers, you just have to tell me what color shirt is she wearing..
But,i think I have the suitable nominated candidate. kekekekek..lawa ah tu muka. ishk,ishk,ish..

seri,seri.
she's either posing, enjoying the sensation of drinking that milk oooorrr...
she might be thinking,"I think a cup wont be that so sufficient for me"
*giggles and gags*

any needed introduction for such a heavenly kaya oooozzzing butterrr mellltting place?
Ya Kun Kaya Toast at Terminal 2.

Hugs,Misses and Lovelies. =))
they function like some OSIM full chair support as well as...treatment for earphones disorder(like for my delicate harmless ears,hmpf!)

HE's stilllll MINE!! ahhh!! haiyak!

and..i need another YaKun to be establish at North area specifically Sembawang. =))

"give it to me baby,ah huh ah huh"

just like how colorful that background is..
exactly like how colorful my life in Poly was..
excluding the public telephone,of course. hehe!
thanks to the colorful bunch i had,having and will be having.

listening to My Ummah by Sami Yusuf. =)
like for the 8th times?

Khuda Hafiz

feelings of mine
6:50 PM

full packed week

it has and had been a fuuullll and buuuuussy week for me..
maklumlah,fofular sangat. hehe!
just to sharing-maring some information to bloggers and readers who have loyally view my blog all this while.

i'll be starting work... 8 hours from now!
oh my.. kinda of mixed feeelings. but insyallah, things will turn out to be alright.
i would say that this might be my official job after my 13 yrs of mugging and studying.But. that doesnt mean i will stop whatever that i want to pursue. i am still and will always be waiting for an interview with NIE again. im still waiting.
teaching will always be the main priority. thats for sure. atleast i have choices. rather than those unchoiceless people...pity them. (no offence)

a serious job, i would say. as an account assistant. me = figures and balance sheet? oh my. sooo like NOOooo lah.
but i will still try. who knows. tak kenal maka tak cinta. Ceh,gedebah! hehehe.
its an indian shipping company at Tanjong Pagar. my sister's friend's recommendation.
a very fatherly boss. hehe!
hopefully,i can gain much exposure and experience there. =)

oh yes. i just remembered. if you were to scroll down, there's an entry about this particular guy. and surprisingly, i received lots of encouraging, motivating funny comments at my tag boards. Thanks ALLL!!! especially to Shikin, Aiz, Seri, Ilmy and others whoo shared the same feelings that i went through. but now, im perfectly fine and im sooo not bothered by his presence eventhough he did try to call me a few days back on the basis of returning my last 2 weeks call. what the blair?? apa-apa je lah ye.. thanks girls for the tags and the support. hehe. tak sempat me nak balas ur responses..
hope u lovely girls like the small token of appreciation yaaaar.. hehehe. and my nonsensical writings. i miss the kampong minahs..makbedah,makpetom and makJoyah. do i get that JOYAH name right?? heheheh!
(sigh) may we be more closer as we move on to the next phase of life. insyallah,insyallah.
i want to seeee u girls sooooon ok! hehe.
and seri,thanks for the smses (macam seweet gitulah)
and aiz,thanks for the bracelets.(she sure does DIY. Done It by Yan(aiz's short name) heheee!!!
and shikin, thanks for all the unmentioned things and the forgettablesss.. heheheh.

that should be all for now.
im bringing your well wishes with me later. =)

*photos are in organize-ation mode*

feelings of mine
4:18 PM

my hands smell of kari and my eyes all teary

tiltle sounds like a poem..apa2 je lah ye.
after much requests,i just have to update u know.
people want to know my happenings happenings revolving around me. hehe!

just left a comment at Aiz's blog. before that,i checked my email inbox and clicked on the 17th page. last page. 2003, when i first signed up for my ever first email. hehe.
flood of recollections and "confusing" memories. the 1st person who sent an email to me was my friend which is on 15 Aug 2002.
and i was in Sec 2, 14 yrs old.

and now,im in (nowhere),still 19yrs young.
and there was a few emails in particular to the person that ive just managed to get in touch now. that should be around 6 yrs? time do whizzzed by.
and i just cant help to think how foolish i was during the secondary times and my classmate sending me email to clear some misunderstandings while actually.. we can talk in class.
virtual communication does help in relationship building. (CRM)??
and looking at the vocab used and the format of the email... aiya ya ya..
but seriously, those memories are the ones i retain till today. the puppy love and crush. hahaha. funny!

my life that used to be a viking ride..

changes into the S'pore flyer.slow and steady. hehe!

take care all. comments for the prev posts will be put up in the later magazine.

feelings of mine
7:23 PM