life is not about finding one.but creating one.

Mera Idol

hearing his voice.imagining his smile. no doubt that he's one cute, married chap. hehe!
Abhijeet Sawant, Indian Idol in Lafzon Mein. enjoy..

some may not understand as its in Hindi. like duh..
bu i do have the translation. as follows.

Lafzon mein keh naa sakoon
I can't say it in words
Bin keh bhi reh naa sakoon (repeat again)
But I can't just leave it unsaid
Nasha hi nasha raat din hai
Night and day are all full of cloudiness
Na pooncho yeh kaisa pyar hai
don't ask me what love this is
Lafzon mein keh naa sakoon
Bin keh bhi reh naa sakoon

Halki si barsaat mein, Pehli mulakat mein
in the light rain, that first meeting
Pehli baar mein
the first time
Dil ko mere le gayishe
she took my heart away
Chaahat ke iqraar mein
by acknowledging my love
Anjaana ghum de gayishe
she has my unknown sadness
Aayee jab saamne
when she came in front of me
Jaane kya woh kar gayi
i dont know what had she done
Paagal mujhko kar gayishe
making me go crazy
Jaaneman Jaanejaan
my love, love of my life

Na jaane kya baat hai
i dont know what this is
Lage ke din mein raat hai (repeat twice)
it seems as though theres night in the daytime
Nayee hai subah to nayee shaam
the morning and evening are both new

feelings of mine
7:30 PM

the 1st Malacca Trip on 16 Dec 07

at Dataran Merdeka. everyone. not quite. missing out my handsome bro! ;)

i just like this pic being taken. hehe! it seems impromptu but still looks nice. thanks photographer. (cuzzie or broie?)

Welcome to Melaka.
Visiting the historical Melaka is the same as visiting Malaysia.
the direct translation.

the kind of ship used by Portugese during the attack to Malacca which happens decades ago.
quite a "wow" thing

the makcik petom and makcik bedah. being Jakun, the usual.

action cute? dont know lah eh.. but the flimsy thing that we're eating taste like eating "air". seriously. thats some piring2? hehe. quite nice thou. only selling in M'sia. i think.

continue our cam"taking" session. at Pagoh Stopover.

if only i can show u guys the different photos. silently forcing me to snap for her. hmpf! hehe!

to be continued....

feelings of mine
12:19 PM

raindrops outside.

i've always wish for a house or rather a small home where i can sit comfortably beside the window. reading a book. hearing the rain come and go. seeing the butterflies fluttering to and fro with sunflowers bloom and mr sun smiling.
that will be nice, isn't it? sounds like some lines from Enid Blyton's book? perhaps. hehe!

its Saturday, people. and i'm at home. someone! bring me out. hehe! *sambal sardine in the kitchen* Yummy!
it was rather a busy and occupied weekends and weekdays for me. Supposedly,suppose to be enjoying a 2 weeks term break. but it seems that my visits to school, meeting up group members is always an endless one. 10am meeting. 12pm meeting. go home. squashed brain juice. yikes! thats why i underlined the supposedly..

15 mins later...

just finished eating and I'm "galloping" back to room. hehehe! its SKIPPING dear. oh wells, my best friend said mah...

went Malacca with cousin Raudha on Christmas day itself (anyway, I've sent the pictures dear. please check ur email inbox) it was a slow and easy trip. as promised by her dad. hehe! but the whole trip did tire everyone. pictures will be up soon.

looking at my mobile calendar, it just strucks me. "how fast time flies" and 20008 is just way toooo near. scary but true. hehe. March will be my graduating month and sooon all of us will be at crossroads and some even with no roads. hehe! perhaps, i will pursue teaching. i will but the whole facts of teachers going to IMH and the stressful environment do provide some hesitation for me to move on applying.

but, on the other hand... sometimes, when u just dont know what decision to make, there will be signs or perhaps directions to tell you on what u are supposed to do next. for me, i believe in that. and it comes from one of my classmate who is also one of my group member. out of a sudden, the topic on teachers and teaching pops up. "i think you should be a teacher. cause u look like one too"
is that considered a sign? i do think so. hehe! i just can't imagine myself sitting in a cubicle infront of datas and computer screen. just not me...

but my decision...still pending.

feelings of mine
10:13 AM

yeeehaaa!!!

hehehe...alhamdulilah...
im back. physically, mentally and virtually. hee.

collected my baby today at his new "laptop day care centre" at Merchant Square which is located along the loooooong stretch of Merchant Road(very misleading road signs indeed!) hehe!

this is already the 2nd time where i had to painstakingly sent baby far,far away from me. hehe. please dont fail me again. NooNoooNoooooo... (drama mama abit) hee

special thanks to Ms Aiz for the company. buat selalu ye. hehe!

the 1st software downloaded....... Winpoet.
if no,then how to get connected.

the 2nd software....AntiVirus.
aiyoh.this is a must man. hee.

my laptop's crashed due to the error or some virus fatal attack to my operating system. celaka betul! oopps!

i thought i've cleaned up after regular updating of my AVG anti virus software. less did i expected that i had to constantly scan my laptop. zeng lah zanah. i know. ive learnt a valuable lesssonn. after the 2nd time loss of data. always have back up files!
yeenaaadaaa!!

wallpaper for now = orange,with the word Compaq. tell me something about it man. aaaahhh!!

feelings of mine
7:10 PM

at cuzzie's place, Sims Green

raudha says " Helllo, Hi and Bubbye!"

laptop's crashed. will update real soooonnn..

miss me! =)

feelings of mine
8:47 PM

Immunity Breakdown

i think i'm falling sick.
i think i really am..
*take one tissue and blow the nose*
shehshshsheheiiieheisisisiee (i dont know how the stuffing of tissue sounds)
oh wells. hehe!
acchhooooo.... alhamdulilah, excuse me.

moral of the story...
buy lots of Kleenex..
....
tissue box ler. hehe!
and....

do fall sick now..not later.
well,there'll be lots of icas and projects coming.
so,its better to fall sick now. hehe!

sha merepek. like always. =)

feelings of mine
5:00 PM

hearing to "Ya Nabi Salamun Alaika" by Raihan
very soothing. feeling calm and at ease now.
good news everyone,i know. cause i'm feeling much peaceful now. after a full packed chaotic mondays to fridays.

will be starting tuition soon,hope so.
the sooner the better.
anyway, readers.. im actively looking for tuition assignments. well,ive been tutoring and teaching for the past 3 years.
for students or parents who are looking for tutors who can teach Maths for secondary levels and all subjects for primary levels, please tag me..
I do have the confidence and knowledge of teaching Maths for secondary levels and my much preferred level would be the secondary levels.but primary students are welcome! fees is negotiable. if any liaison, please tell me ya. THANKS!!

lovelies, things will be much better..
thats what i hope for..and i know thats what we hope for.
at the end of the day, its still back to the whirling questions..
is she able to compromise?
is she able to accept things as they are and response to issues maturely?
and is she able to apologize and be able to accept our apologies as well as assuring us that such incidents won't happen again..
i don't know. i do hope she gives a thorough thoughts to the attitude that she showed us the other day.
i really do hope she still remembered the apologetic and question-marked faces of us.
i really hope that she did some reflections about her past actions to A too..
I really hope that she can feel what we felt when she did that to us. and at least to be in our own shoes.
cause if u think u have feelings,i do have mine too.
if u think u can be frustrated and agitated with us, i can too. but, worse.
which i tried to avoid showing at any extent. because i still love you and i still love our friendship..
do understand our situation and we will understand your position.

im going to rest now.
"Ya Allah,tabahkanlah hati kami dan tunjukkanlah kami ke jalan yang benar.
Sesungguhnya, kau maha melihat dan maha mengetahui ketulusan hati nurani kami"
Amin...

feelings of mine
8:23 PM