sooner or later,truth will prevails.
my feelings this moment?
depressed? no,thats too strong. i would say. confused or perhaps, downhearted?
i dont know. but what i certainly know is that im just plainly surprised on how someone that u loved and cared at one day can be just mean and despicable and loathsome the next day..
i do wonder.
how people can pray 5 times a day and go hajj, but lies and "fitnahs" can never be separated from their spoken words
i do wonder.
how people can be so gullible to believe every single words said by others. but never to ask them why such things were said.
i do wonder.
why cant people just let someone live in peace despite after hurting them so much.
i do wonder.
why among all the people that i wouldnt want to meet again,u came upon by chance.again.
but one thing that i wont wonder.
i believe that all things that have happened,happens for a reason. like ive said much much earlier in one of my blog entry, there's always a ray of hope for every problems that we encountered in life.
and i do hope that such rays will come by and shine upon me and my loved ones. insyallah.
ps:my dearest aiz,u've done a great deal for me. i wont forget that. and for the others namely Shikin,Xinyi,Joycelyn and maybe Seri(who dont know anything, hehe!) and of course to the lovely Mazlina,thanks for all ur advices,support and strengths that u've guys have given to me. much appreciate. =)) *seri,will update u the stories. soonnnn..insyallah*
for the time being, im running a campaign of "Free-Hands & Fingers Day" especially for my terrified ears.hehehee!
feelings of mine
1:40 PM
