Images
me and my bro.
me and Yazmeen,all time favourite cousin
the beautiful sunset at Bedok
quite a panoramic view isn't it?
Images of Esplanade Outing
and...of course MEE!!
feelings of mine
8:50 AM
End of BSU
finally,again..
BSU has ended. Yay,Yeah,Yay,Yay...
*balloons popping, chattering voices and smiles and smirks*
watever sha. haha. this is the moment that i have awaited for.well, to be frank. i dont know why i felt much happier to finish this stopover.my previous stopover was CSC and it was a fun-filled,unforgettable experience. but BSU,it was okay.nothing special.my relationship with my team mates were doing great.no grudges or watsoever but somehow rather,something is amiss. bonding? or perhaps,my perception? well, was SOoo looking forward for this day. i'm just counting my days to the end of school.i just want to get that cert and walk off to find some job that would really suits me. oh wells,later for that.Instead of establishing closer relationships with my team mates, my newly found close friends are from different team instead.hehe. u guys know who u are. Readers,if u want clues,u guys can kindly scroll down my tagboard and take a look at my taggies' name. U will know.hehe!
Xinyi(aka pikachu,kukumalu),
Annice,Liyi,Seri,Nurai(of course) and
Jaclyn. eventhough seri and xinyi are my classmates,we weren't close but thanks to BSU, i got the opportunity to know them better.same goes with annice and my president of Mina Federation,LiYi. hehe. and of course to Nurai.and Jaclyn. *wink* bless,bless.
but to all my BSU team 4 mates, i truly love u guys. Thanks for all the help and assistance given. to
Jenelle,Syidah,Priscila,Kah siong and to
Ee Phor. thank you all again. it was sure an experience to work with u guys with all the 'kecohness' and the high rising tension.hehe.
As for now, i have a one month break and I can't promise u guys for any updates cause of my Internet connections. understand,understood.hehe.
well,let me talk abit about our Esplanade outing yesterday. went City Hall with seri,Liyi and xinyi and meet up aiz half way at Toa Payoh to redeem their Mrs Fields Vouchers at Raffles City Shopping Centre.walked to Marina Square,ate at Long John,talked about my friend,zaki(what else) and headed down to Esplanade,took lots of pictures as usual.haha. (pics yet to be given by Kukumalu) hehe! lastly,to Mrs Fields. fun seh. u guys should be there too.ummm,ok. haha! went out of school at 12.30,reach back at 5.06pm. like my owned school like that. hehe!
thinking..what else to write. oh yesh! i've send out mass emails to secondary schools about my relief teaching. hope there will be some positive response on Monday morning. really hoping. hehe.
supposed to be working later at the usual place but got other plan. Mummy bringing me to a religious talk at Msjd Omar Kassim. must tell something. the religious teacher is cute hor. hehe. ok what,but he married lah. all i like, all attached. like Eugene Pang.eh,he's not gay ok. i find him charming.weee! guys,if u all want to attract me,just wear formal with that striped shirt and black pants.weee..i loike. dush! just joking.
can't wait for the Confidential Outing. wink.
been thinking about u lately.very much.
been crying about u suddenly.much.
only a pinch of hope left. those are still hopes, right?
VODKAYONS! please dont assume i've forgotten about you guys.u guys are my first loves.
eh,i change number.hehe. again,i know. its 92279547. its also temporary. heee. hope the IPP is doing great for you all. all the best guys. do keep in touch and hold on there.
seri,aiz and all of the Mina Federation members,please beep me if there's any updates or changes or whatsoever. miss u all.
huge hugs,slurpy kisses and warmth for all...
feelings of mine
8:17 AM
Relief Teaching
Finally..
alhamdulilahbeen always looking forward to try out this profession.called almost all the neighbourhood Primary schools on Mon morning. can u believe it? i woke up at 6.30am dudes. i dont think i woke up that early if i'm going to school.Haha!
20/03,Tuesday
Received a call from NorthView Primary. "Hi,Ms Shazanah. i'm calling from Northview Pri.Do u think u can come today for relief teaching?"
*yawn* "Huh?Of course." *big smiles*
i just dont know what had come over me but the next thing i realised,i was already walking confidently into the school compound.haha! my daily timetable?
7.45am-8.15am 2Hope(Drama)
8.15am-8.45am 1Kindness(Drama)
8.45am-9.45am 2Kindness(Maths)
9.45am-10.45am Break
10.45am-11.15am 1Hope(Drama)
11.15am-11.45am 2Patience(Drama)
11.45am-12.15pm 6Patience(English)
12.15pm=12.45pm 5Hope(Maths)
Its not that bad though.i get to teach variety of levels with all sorts of subject. but drama?want to teach what for drama? haha! Free Period lah.
1st Day was a disaster. i sound more like a zoo keeper than a school teacher. the kids are seriously 100% plus 'chop' RASCALS.haha. i swear. they would jump,scream,yell and talk all at the same time. its not only 1 or 2 or 3 students but 30 zoo animals cum students.
alamak.headache seh. they can be cute,funny,irritating and mischievious at the same time. kids.what can i say? they have short attention lif span.only 5 secondS? if i were to scold one group,the group on my left will start talking.then if i scold the group,the 1st group will start talking. tell me citizens. how can i ever get these kids attention? my last resort. took the wooden ruler at the whiteboard which
has lots of purposes,i supposed. bang it against the whiteboard.and shout. "2 Trust! i'm talking to all of you right? look at the front now.i give u 10 seconds. 10,9,8..."
and that's my daily routine,ladis and gentlemen.hehe!
Classes from P2 Kindness and P1 Hope.
Yesterday was my 5th day in that school. it was sure a horrible plus fun plus challenging expeience for me. but, if i wish to be a teacher one day,this small things should be well handled. Kids,Teenagers.there's only one common in them..attention. i've been an
attention-giver since i started teaching the students.
"Teacher,cheacher, Dylan take my eraser never ask permission"
"Mdm Zanah(like wat?!) i lost my pencil. never bring paper"
"Cher,must fold like this ah? is this correct"and start shoving the paper to me.
"Cher....my draw nice?must colour or not?can use colour pencils?" colour using colour pencils?like Duh.
"Cher....i finish already.i clever.know how to do.yay,yay!" umm..ok.
and so on..and so forth..
those type of dialogues have to be entertained when im with them. they just love the idea of people praising them,loving them. welll,who says we the 19s and the adults dont like?we do love the attention.but we don't show it though.maybe,bcause of our ego?or because of self respect? try to turn and cmpliment your fren or your family members abut how nice they look today. they'll love it.
the kids are definitely a bless despite of their naughtiness. shockingly,my teaching experience story has attracted a few to sign up for relief teaching. if u wish to do so,go to MOE website. don't wait for schools to call you.you have to call the schools personally. so seri,is there anything else that u want me to update about my relief teaching?
awaits for compliments.
"you're pretty."
"i know,tell me something i don't know"
Haha!
feelings of mine
5:05 AM
Bahibbak,ah. Wafarak,la.
if guys are wondering what's my title, it means..
Bahibbak,ah---> i love you, yes.
Wafar-ak,la---> i leave you, no.
hehe.taken from a song,Akhasmak Ah by Nancy Ajram.
who else?my favourite singer.heee!
i will love and i wont leave you.
but if u dont love me and u'll leave me,what can i do?
=)
as i've said in my earlier entry,i will continue my last Sat outing,
after the wedding,i met Halimah and Farouk,my two never-lost secondary school mates.
met them for 'supper'.*eyes wink*
"Mah,if you're reading this, i want the pictures babe" dyingly..
i wont relate my outing here due to some confidentiality.hehe.
but overall,it was fun. looking forward for another one but not to that place again
but not a late one.
i dont wish another drama to take place.hehe. that place was and is obviously not 'my cup-of-tea,coffee or McFlurry' Umm..ok.
just because she has nice legs,she's already a model.hmpf!
i have nice face.(plus,plus) not nice bods(minus,minus)
but i do still qualify right?
does this look like a portrait?
(the cars spoiled everything)Hmpf!
i'm going for block leave next week.
WEEeeeEEee! =)
feelings of mine
8:24 AM
Waiting for "stepmother"
*sigh* just send Aiz to the MRT station.
now at BSU room hearing to Azimah's 324 repeated time story about her "bayang-bayang"
hehe. funny lah that leachy woman.
weekends was great.and disheartening.
Saturday,10/03/07a very memorable night for me.
went out with Farouk and Halimah.
before that, went to Aiz's sister's wedding at Pasir Ris with makcik Seri.
it was an important solemnisation ceremony called 'nikah'. since i'm not sure how the whole ceremony was being carried out,i decided to pop in on that day.
talked alot in the bus.varies from BSU topics to its gossips to life. thanks makcik for the enlightenment.
i know i'm pretty.comments not needed.hee!
will upload more photos in my next entry. im being deprived of my own lappie everyday.
hee.have to do some WDA data entry shit and etc.
just us.did i leave anyone behind? ohya, Jaclyn. i think u were MIAing..hee. will take more photos with u later
to be continued..
feelings of mine
8:52 AM
