utmost thanks
to all my not-so-nosy readers.
as u can see on the right of your screen,there's a tagboard.
only for TAGS. but it seems some intruders had their itchy,i-want-to-eat hands on my tagboard which makes it look like a chatroom server. eeee!! HEELLLooOOoooooo. u all think wat?
got share eh?
Heehehehehehe..Hahahaha..Hooohohohoh...Huuhuhuuhuh...Hihihihih.
(kidding guys)
actually i like.but can u all not be so brutal to my taggy.*
sayang taggy* keke.
thanks guys for the tags.i truly appreciate. =)
was feeling rather satisfied. after watching my distance lover again at my lappie just now.sigh.
acting in
Main Hoon Na(i'm here now). alamak. seeing his body movements.wow. u can put aside brad pitt.hehe. "
shah rukh,why must u torment my heart by having such bods.." ceh.(zana feeling) haha.
i think im going to meet Robinson Crusoe. got plans to discover more islands. the map.with newly found islands being formed every night.hehe(aiz should know) keke.
listening to
"Berdua Lebih Baik" (being with you is better) by Acha Septriasa
would it be? i dont know. still being single,mingle,jinggle. wooohooo.....
feelings of mine
5:41 PM
My Heart
listening to
Irwansyah and Acha Sepriasa singing
My Heart soundtrack at YouTube.
"
Bila kita mencintai yang lain,Mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar? Sebisa mungkin,tak akan pernah, sayang ku akan hilang. If we love somebody,could we be this strong.
I will fight to win,our love will conquer all.
wouldn't risk my love, even just one night.
Our love will stay in my heart..."
love the lyrics of the song.touching.thanks for the recommendations.
i've think it through but i still can't bring myself to it. there's alot of unassurance and buts and the whys. but i've promised myself. to tell and confess the true feelings. eventhough its hard and unpredictable, i will do. cause, i dont want to regret later on not telling the person my true feelings and having to lose that person after that. just in Hindi movies..
but,i've been through that.
behind the laughters and smiles i've potrayed, is someone whom nobody knows,someone whom no one will understand,someone who is still willing to make minor sacrifices for her past relationship,someone who has started to fallen for someone.
i've been through alot.too much.
period.the least i would want is just someone who will make me happy genuinely. will it be you O Saviour..
ps: seri,aiz and others(VodkaYons,BSU,CSC peeps) i am truly genuine about the smiles and laughters whenever i'm with u guys. my utmost thanks. =)
vodkayons,please learn to adapt and adjust to each other's attitude. learn to compromise and be respectful and i hope things will turns out fine. mish u guys.*liu2,firah,lynn,becky,vani,shu,siew giok,jen* did i miss anyone?
feelings of mine
5:51 PM
feeling much,much better
yeehaa..
just came back after a "long" jog with my sis. Haha.
Its been eons since I last wore that sports shoes. hehe. (rubbish lah zana)
I think we have ran about more than 2.4km.
alahai. tiring. but you do feel good and fresh at the end of the day though. and thats why i'm motivated to finally update this entry of mine. oh wells, i do feel proud when the publicians(public people) sees me running. step sporty. hehe.
went to my uncle's place at Fajar yesterday since my granddad was not at home yesterday.
not knowing why.i just have that sudden urge to watch the soccer match between Malaysia Vs Singapore. (
LiYi, i didnt know that watching soccer will be of so much fun) haha. How i truly wish i was at the stadium itself. i kept on cheering and praying for the best of our Singapore team. WooOOooo... i
macam nak turun gi Kallang when S'pore scored.Thanks to this guy with the name of Ridhuan? ya,the one with the forehead bandaged.cool. it all happens in a split of second. i dont think he had that time to think about the ball.i'm pretty sure he wont even have the time to calculate the angles and to recall back all the trainings that they had gone through. u have the chance,go for it, Kick it! luckily the goalkeeper had not grab the ball fully. just about to clutch, WHAM!!
"Ridhuan kicked the ball in no time at all and GOAL!! for Singapore." foooyooo!
I'm proud of you guys. (gals,i have to admit this. they are quite cute though) hehe.
reached home about 12 plus? smiled and slept with my lappie on and hibernating..again. zanah!! *slams forehead*
feelings of mine
3:46 PM
by the fountain
today went as per normal.
word for today = Peas..(peace!)
as the title suggests, me and
makcik seri sat by the big fountain at school.
fountain that i dont really think should be addressed as one except for the Koi fishes swimming around. but anyway,it is still relaxing.
woosh,woosh,wooshour peaceful conversation covers mostly about families,siblings,friends and significantly, relationships. it was
unusually great to open up to people about your personal details.but well,only those u can trust. ;) we were discussing about our political issues in our class right up to all the way about the similarities of pea "puking" between seri and my sis.
both are Eldest Sister
both are Hot Tempered
both are Unpredictable
both are Attached(duh)
both can't 'tahan' their own youngest brother
both can't Take it if someone is rude to them
both will Cry after quarelling with their Bfs
and...
both don't EAT PEAS!!
double dush! hehe. funny lah u people..
should learn to appreciate the true essence and taste of PEAS.
MMmmmmm..
sometimes i feel like i am a student cum worker cum joker cum counsellor.
multi-profession.
i've been hearing lots of should-not-happen-in-a-relationship kinda of stuffs.
quite depressing. when all the advices i gave, would they heed to it?
would this people appreciate me then? would they then be there when i need someone to talk to?? just like the weather today.Confused. (dont know want to rain or not)
hee..
i can just hope and pray that my future relationship won't turn out to be like that.
the only thing that i would ask from u is just your
love,patience and understanding
ps: makcik Norai, come back lah.missing u already with your mmm "Stop It". haha!
feelings of mine
5:13 PM
Much Hope..
weee.. Morningz people.
wont be writing alot cause its already 1am and i need to wake up at 6.30am for some dumb attachment that will drag for the next 9 weeks.
wish me luck people.
this pics are the one taken during
"Awal Muharam"and that is the
New Year for us according to the Islamic Calendar
so,please don't mistook
Slamat Hari Raya Puasa as New Year for us hor.
hee..just a bit of General Knowledge.
this was at
Omar Salmah Mosque at Andrew Rd.
additional photos of me..ehm.ehm...
that pic me posing(hehe!)was after the Business Etiquette module where proper formal attire must be worn. Another pic was taken at Zara Vivo City with makcik Seri and makcik Aiz.
Keke.was fun to go out with them after a long while. just love those type of headwear.like want to
step pilot or some snowy season lah. if only ppl wll not stare at me when i go out with those..
i wish.. =)
feelings of mine
5:54 PM
Ooo..Finally
HELLooo!!
phew.like the title says. finally.. updates baybeh..
haha. been "very" busy lately.
no updates,no tags. sad seh..
with the
not-so-looking-forward 6 weeks of Classical TEP.
eugh! haiz.
been quite occupying myself with projects and meeting up of deadline.
next week..
*
pulling hair* will be the worst 10 weeks.
8.30am to 6pm again.
i want to work part time. but i'm still looking for a job that can suit with my schedule.
if got any "lubang",tell me hor. THANKS..
listening to 'Shufti Be'enayah' (I've seen it with my own eyes) at YouTube.sang by one of this Syrian singer who i happen to come across, Asala Nasri.."I've seen it with my own eyes, You expect me to believe u and deceive my own eyes.After all these,u fooled me.Maybe u'll find in her,what u could'nt find in me.Maybe u'll feel with her love things that u didnt feel for me.Reassure her more, tell her that u forgot me and left me.And give her from what u didnt give me when i was with u.I took my heart with my hands, and the tears in my eyes.Something inside of me died when i wished someday it would live.I couldn't even speak,all i knew was to suffer.And yet u found me forcing myself to laugh, so that i would'nt cry.I've seen it with my own eyes"oh wells.this is the translation.just love the slow and instrumental beat.
*get ur facts right before blaming it on me. ask yourself why all this happen.thanks for the 3.30am conversation. of lies and dishonoured promises*
feelings of mine
6:27 PM
2007 is here dudes!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!just imagine that i'm shouting it right now to u guys.with balloons popping and the irriting whistling sound.
Wee!! like for the past 18years of my life,ive always been looking forward to a brand,fresh new year.
but there will come to a point of time where u just get bored of it and yah,"oh wells,another new year.the same thing.so wat?"
hee. watever it is,i'm very happy and contented with the life that God has given me.
i'm fully satisfied with all the things and attributes that i have. Alhamdulilah.
i hope there will be peace and no sufferings or torture anywhere.
(really hope so)
with a new year ahead,i hope i will be a better person than in 2006 and will be more responsible in whatever that i'm doing.
and..
may God grant me Patience and may i be patient and tolerant in facing all the barriers and the hurdles that i'm facing in life..
God Willing..
feelings of mine
12:21 PM
