Ray of Hope
well.here i am again.
this is one of a not-so-anticipated entry for me.
but i just have to burst it out here. just need to let someone know my true feelings for him.
i'm just going through one of the most difficult phase in a teenager's life.
too hard which i'm aware that almost everyone have gone through.
Lov,i dont know how long can i withstand all this.but i will.
just didnt know how will i move on.but i would not.
i will sacrifice anything. as long as things will be better for both of us.
i will do anything. as long as it would be beneficial for us.
but don't worry.i'm a woman. we have been taught to withstand all sorts of tortures and sufferings. i will be strong.but i hope u will be beside.
i will always anticipate u in my life again. and i hope u will be.
this concerns your future. and mine too.
for once dear,i hope u will listen to your heart.
at least just listen to its desires and wishes.at the end of the day,it's still u.
may the Almighty open up your heart.
show u the right way,berikan u petunjuk,nur,hidayah.
may God give u all the strengths and all the patience for u to overcome all obstacles.
may God soften the hearts of people around you.may He give them an open mind,an open heart.
may He unite us again.
and, may He grant all my wishes,hopes and 'doa's. amin..
u're sacrificing ur happiness for ur family, very noble of u.
i'm proud of u. but i hope there's still a small gap for me to share the happiness too.
i really hope there's a 'Hikmah'(ray of hope) at the end of this.
"still waiting for a ray of hope and happiness to befall on us"
i'm not expecting any comments or tags about this entry.
frankly,i'm not. sorry readers. but i dont feel like hearing anything from u guys.
would just like to hear from the one concerns here.
the one i truly love...may u reply to this.
feelings of mine
6:04 PM
